I know what it feels like, to lose yourself. Laying on your bed for hours and just cry. You can’t think or do something, you just feel the tears on your cheek and the pain in your stomach.
I know what it feels like when everyone is asleep and you have to hold your breath and bury your face in your pillow so no one hears, you’re shaking and you just want to scream.
I know how it is to feel alone in a crowded room, to hold in your tears and fake a smile and let them know you strong, never let them see you weak. And break down at night and cry yourself to sleep.
Cry because you fuck up all the time.
Cry because of what people say behind your back.
Cry because of what people think. Cry because you don’t fit in.
Cry because you’re falling to pieces.
Cry because you know that no one really cares.
Cry because you know nothing will ever be the same.
And, just cry…